Lack of motivation...

[savage25]

I have this terrible lack of motivation lately... I can't even motivate myself to go to bed or get out of bed or eat or anything. It seems like everything, even writing this entry, is a chore. I'm tired, but even sleeping is a chore... and the anxious dreams I've been having lately are keeping me awake. Oh woe-is-me... I feel like a cry baby... I just don't know what it is. Well... time to shower (ugh) and go to work (double-ugh) and pretend like I'm fine (triple-ugh) so that no one asks "what's wrong" because then it would just be a chore to explain that it's nothing but a bad case of the funk. (And this overwhelming feeling of there being a ton of things I need to do and therefore never have the ability to get them all done so I just don't want to start any of them and I want to run away or hide under a rock.) I'm stressed with nothing in particular to focus my stress at or blame it on.