Bears in The Woods... Fate: Love/Hate...
May. 22nd, 2006 05:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
savage25This weekend went really well up at camp. It was "Bears Weekend" and there was lots of yummy eye-candy. Barry and I decided to take this weekend (and next [Memorial Day]) off and relax: do no work... it was nice. Try as I might though, I just could not work myself up to going out to the clubhouse on Saturday evening. I think it was because I was tipsy at the 2pm Bear Party... and then got sober... once that happens, it's all over. I either stay drunk (and get drunker), or I get a headache and tired and must sleep.
We did end up doing some work... but not on our site... we helped our neighbors (Dawn & Helen) work on their deck. It was good experience for when we build ours. At first the task of building a deck was overwhelming me and I was afraid we wouldn't be able to do it. But after working with theirs, I'm confident now that we'll be able to do it.
Final thought: I'm so tired today... "Why?" you ask... let me tell you... because I was up until 5am this morning... "Working? Being productive?" you ask... No. I was f*cking playing a PC game. Fate So much fun... I couldn't put it away... and the TV and that had my mind going frantic... so I wasn't even tired.
I don't understand it: I get tired on weekends at camp (when I should be partying)... and wake up early at camp (when I should be sleeping)... and then as soon as I'm home and have to work: suddenly I'm wide awake all night long and dragging my ass in the morning trying to get up and get motivated to go into the office. *AARGH!*
We did end up doing some work... but not on our site... we helped our neighbors (Dawn & Helen) work on their deck. It was good experience for when we build ours. At first the task of building a deck was overwhelming me and I was afraid we wouldn't be able to do it. But after working with theirs, I'm confident now that we'll be able to do it.
Final thought: I'm so tired today... "Why?" you ask... let me tell you... because I was up until 5am this morning... "Working? Being productive?" you ask... No. I was f*cking playing a PC game. Fate So much fun... I couldn't put it away... and the TV and that had my mind going frantic... so I wasn't even tired.
I don't understand it: I get tired on weekends at camp (when I should be partying)... and wake up early at camp (when I should be sleeping)... and then as soon as I'm home and have to work: suddenly I'm wide awake all night long and dragging my ass in the morning trying to get up and get motivated to go into the office. *AARGH!*
