Sick... of work...

I'm avoiding doing work... I don't want to be here.
I mean, yes, I've had the feeling of "I don't want to be at work" before... but it's really strong right now... so strong that I feel like just getting up and leaving.
It's not because it's a bad day... in fact, my quarterly review that I just had went very well.
It's not because I don't have anything to do... in fact, I have quite a bit to do.
I think it may be because I'm spoiled... being sick and working from home all last week really has be itching to be out of here.
I'm not proud that I want to leave... I'm not happy that I'm considering putting-off stuff until tomorrow (which will just lead to more pressure later)... I'm not saying it would be a "good" thing to leave... but I am. I'm going home... working the remainder of the day from home -- which really means I'm going home now to get some fresh air and take a nap. It's too nice outside.

PS: Today is my last day on antibiotics... Yay! I can't wait to feel "normal" again... and have a beer.

I changed my mind...

I changed my mind... I can do that... I'm allowed.

I was walking to the car... when I realized the fresh air was all that I really needed. So I just kept walking... went around the building. Now I'm all refreshed and ready to work. Amazing what some air can do... well, that and an ice cream bar. :)

Back to work... uuuu... and I'm also excited... I got the new Dr Pepper "Berries & Cream" (to wash down the ice cream bar)... Yum! It tastes good... wish they had the diet version.