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Weekend went well. "Murder Mystery" weekend... Barry and I had a good time helping the camp out with running the event and being evidence investigators (putting up Caution tape around the "crime scenes"). Drank way too much (as usual)... but had a good time doing it. Probably shouldn't have drunk so much all day Saturday as it didn't help my cold / allergies / flu / whatever-the-hell-I-have.
Worked from home yesterday (Monday)... feeling crappy.
Looked over my free annual credit reports yesterday... www.annualcreditreport.com I highly recommend to everyone to go out and get your free reports. It was quite interesting... I had nothing bad on my reports (which is good and what I expected)... but I did have over 17 credit cards listed... and I had no idea that some of them were still active... I printed out the list to sit back and start closing some accounts that I don't need or use anymore.
Today my eyelid is swollen... My eyelid was hurting me yesterday, so I put a drop of TobraDex (Barry's prescription) on it before bed and when I woke up this morning, my eyelid looks like a smooshy water balloon or something... any more swollen and I wouldn't be able to see probably... Think I need to go into work today as I have a team meeting... hope I don't get all kinds of weird looks... Plus I'm going to wear my glasses, as wearing contacts just doesn't sound like a good idea. I looked up TobraDex and it said one of the side effects is swollen eyelids... so I'm not going to use that anymore. I don't know what I was thinking! My mom being a nurse and all, you think I would know better than to use something without knowing what it was.
Feeling kind of rotten emotionally too... because I'm afraid to talk to a friend, which is stupid and I don't know why... I felt like I was letting them down, and now that I didn't talk, they feel even worse and I feel even worse... I'm so stupid. And another friend is moving away and that's just weird. And another friend spazed a bit yesterday and I felt weird for the situation I put them in, but that all worked out ok now. And I'm not really looking forward to this weekend... and another friend is coming in from out of town and I won't be able to see them... and yet another friend from out of town is also coming in and planned the whole weekend to be with me, but I won't be in town.
Things are just all screwed up I feel like... but Barry has been wonderfully supportive... I just feel all weird inside and all sick outside and swollen eyelid and sore back and yada yada yada blah blah blah
Speaking of "yada yada yada" -- today marks my one-year anniversary for starting Live Journal. God I can't believe it's been a year already. I'm going to try and make it a habit to read back one year from my current entries to see what I was doing a year ago.
Worked from home yesterday (Monday)... feeling crappy.
Looked over my free annual credit reports yesterday... www.annualcreditreport.com I highly recommend to everyone to go out and get your free reports. It was quite interesting... I had nothing bad on my reports (which is good and what I expected)... but I did have over 17 credit cards listed... and I had no idea that some of them were still active... I printed out the list to sit back and start closing some accounts that I don't need or use anymore.
Today my eyelid is swollen... My eyelid was hurting me yesterday, so I put a drop of TobraDex (Barry's prescription) on it before bed and when I woke up this morning, my eyelid looks like a smooshy water balloon or something... any more swollen and I wouldn't be able to see probably... Think I need to go into work today as I have a team meeting... hope I don't get all kinds of weird looks... Plus I'm going to wear my glasses, as wearing contacts just doesn't sound like a good idea. I looked up TobraDex and it said one of the side effects is swollen eyelids... so I'm not going to use that anymore. I don't know what I was thinking! My mom being a nurse and all, you think I would know better than to use something without knowing what it was.
Feeling kind of rotten emotionally too... because I'm afraid to talk to a friend, which is stupid and I don't know why... I felt like I was letting them down, and now that I didn't talk, they feel even worse and I feel even worse... I'm so stupid. And another friend is moving away and that's just weird. And another friend spazed a bit yesterday and I felt weird for the situation I put them in, but that all worked out ok now. And I'm not really looking forward to this weekend... and another friend is coming in from out of town and I won't be able to see them... and yet another friend from out of town is also coming in and planned the whole weekend to be with me, but I won't be in town.
Things are just all screwed up I feel like... but Barry has been wonderfully supportive... I just feel all weird inside and all sick outside and swollen eyelid and sore back and yada yada yada blah blah blah
Speaking of "yada yada yada" -- today marks my one-year anniversary for starting Live Journal. God I can't believe it's been a year already. I'm going to try and make it a habit to read back one year from my current entries to see what I was doing a year ago.
